Just Thinking....

Been doing a little thinking these days about this blog. 

Yes the grammar in that last sentence was terrible.

I don't care.

Weather like this will do that to you....

If you float around in the blogosphere there are so many Mommy blogs out there.  I started blogging because I wanted a journal.  I was fairly private and was happy with my anonymous crowd.  Then people I know in real life started to read it........... well I'm not feeling too comfortable posting what's truly on my mind.  Don't get me wrong I love you all reading my "thoughts" but it freaks me out a little when I get to Mom's group and someone comments about something and I wonder "how would you know you were not in my house this morning" and then I remember I blogged about it. 

I am not in the same category of many bloggers that yearn for high traffic volumes.  I enjoy my small "community" that visits daily and I truly enjoy reading their blogs.  I don't visit just to comment back.  I do love what you have to say and have made an investment of reading about your daily life.  Your a "friend" of sorts. A friend I may never meet face to face or hear your voice on the telephone BUT you are another human being that has touched my life in some way and in the end that is all that matters.

Social Networking is so cool!!

And weird all at the same time.

I'm happy with my little part of the interent but there are times I feel pressured to write some GREAT post.  There are also times I want to write my true deep thoughts but do not always feel comfortable posting them anymore.

Why?

Not sure.

I think it was easier when I thought no one was actually reading what I had to say.

Maybe I'm scared of criticism.

Hopefully someday I'll regain my courage and my ownership of my thoughts.

So thank you to those that visit.  I do enjoy your comments and emails.