Your Gonna Miss This

Usually I blog about my children and especially for Pam's bloggy carnival ...Your Gonna Miss This Moment, my family is the topic.

As I sit here (Thursday evening) thinking about what I wanted to post for this week, I realized there is something I am content with right now that I know may not last.

Right now, I am okay with me.

Make sense?

Let me explain.

As a woman, mother and wife I have issues in each of these roles. As a good friend told me, I am not the same person I was a few years ago. I agree, not even close to that person.

It did not happen overnight...wish it did, and I do believe there is more work to be done BUT I am who I am and I am totally okay with that.

I am aware of the things that are not right and need to be worked on...but I am okay with that. I am okay that I am broken but also worthy of fixing....get it now?

I am proud of what I have achieved...never thought I would have the drive to be a healthy person as I do right now..I am ecstatic that right now...I totally have PMS yet I am still eating quite well and working out.

So I guess if this "stability" ever leaves me, I will miss it...who wouldn't.

Even when my husband was gone I felt the instability but I was still okay with who I was. I posted many times how I felt like I was not the best mother, I wasn't a great Mother BUT I am okay with that and will forgive myself and move on.

I am okay with me.

Enough said.