I have an issue. Actually I have many and know that I have started a few blog posts with this exact same sentence.
The issue is my mind.
It tends to wander and fall apart lately. I have redeveloped my eye tick from a couple years ago (when the twins were babies) and I sometimes cannot totally express what I mean because I think my brain seriously shuts down when the overload of chaos and stress happen.
So my mind is making me worry about something that is just not something I should worry about. My mind is trying to be logical but my heart is telling me something else. These two organs in my world do not work together.
So who should I listen to?
Should I "trust with my heart" (as they say) or "go with my gut?". I know the issue I have can be very damaging in one particular relationship and at the moment I am battling in my mind to not let the "evil" take over. My heart hurts but also is telling me it's okay and that the issue is nothing.
I am really not sure where this will go. I think I need to keep "battling" with my mind and "trusting my heart".
I just hope my heart wins on this one.
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