Yay!!!...I found some time (unlike last week and the hospital stay) and can play along with Pam's Carnival. Go on over and check out everyone's Moment.
My moment acutally happened last week about an hour before I rushed Gage to thet hospital.
I started to fold my laundry after dumping all on my king size bed. This way I am not folding shirts that need to be hung up...I don't have time to waste like that. I usually do this at night when the kids are in the baths or when they are just fooling around winding down for bed.
It really stood out to me yesteday that soon I won't be able to prop Gage up on the pillow and fold laundry. In a few short months he will be all over the place and though I love each and every moment as they grow but it makes me sad how fast it's going.
I think with Owen (my first) this time went way too slow...the baby year was not much fun. I mourned the loss of my Mom that year and I found being a Mother really really hard. I stayed home ALOT because I did not have friends with babies, their kids were older and my friends were back at work. I was seriously bored and I think slightly depressed. Then I found a Mom's Morning Out Group and have never looked back. It fulfilled things for me I can't even begin to tell you about in this post.
The twins baby year I was sleep deprived I could not tell you what happened. In fact their second month of life I think I have 5 pictures of them.
Now with Gage I want to soak it all up and it is going sooooooo fast.
Wearing the hat I knitted him when he was a week old....
And just this past week....
I guess I feel as if I am missing this but yet I want it over because I am losing my mind busy. Does that make sense?
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